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Cheese ham and bread = heaven in your mouth. 😋 #food #sogood #yummy #cheese #bread #turkeyham #100happydays (at The Red Beanbag)

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Strawberry poptarts for a study snack. #100happydays #yummy #delicious #iwantmoar

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Have you ever lost somebody.
To death?
And you know, that empty feeling, when you wake up the next morning and you realize
That they are gone forever.
You will never see them again.

Have you known love?
Most people think they do.
Love is fierce and love makes you strong.
But love also makes you very weak.
Vulnerable.
It makes you reliant.

And what if he goes away?
He doesn’t need to be gone forever, he just needs to go.
And I will be broken so hard that I don’t know if I can be fixed back together.
I do not like being weak, vulnerable, and reliant.
At the same time I do.
And I know, even if he does leave.
I will move on because it is what the body, mind, soul does.

Forget.
Shape a new world out of ashes.
And I mourn the loss of missing.
Instead of embracing the happiness that has replaced the sorrow.
I miss missing you, Anna, and I couldn’t forgive myself for it.

If I miss missing him… Will I ever get over it?

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Indon mee with garlic sausage and abundance of Muar otak-otak! 😍😋 #100happydays #happydinner #dinner #food #sogood #yummy

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Finally got to ding the bell at Borders! #100happydays #bell #fun #ding

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Muar quey teow! 😋 #throwback #food #queyteow #muar #malaysia #yummy

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Super gelat. I wish, for various reasons that we wouldn’t have to finish the heart. #heart #chocolate #sweet #gelatdieme #gelat #crepe #brownie #messy (at Salon Du Chocalat)

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Lunch at The Roof with @alfie0114 #100happydays #lunch #food #view (at The Roof)

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11 years of my life, all leading to this examination day when I finish my final grade. I feel kind of empty when I think of my now free Saturdays and Sundays and I already am starting to miss my ballet mates, with whom I have been through so much. So grateful to my teachers who have seen me change from a brat to who I am today. All the best the rest of you girls! #ballet #bunheads #shinyforeheads #gel #hardheads #hardhair

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Yummy food with great friends! #100happydays #sushi #yummy #food